It is often said
That you mean everything to me,
But do you really understand
The length that is to be?
A smile that is so infectious,
The beauty makes my heart swell,
The eyes that are the window
To that lively soul I cannot quell.
You cannot begin to fathom
The immensity with which I love.
This soul of mine, the heart inside
Is yours even way up above.
The best friend I've ever had,
The only one who knows the real me,
My secrets spill out but I do not care
Because I'm in love, you see.
If I had a dime for every time
I've said you mean everything to me,
I'd be on dime richer every second
Becuase we are always meant to be.
How many ways can you say you're sorry
For all the things you have done?
How much pain can be held in those eyes
Those very eyes that glare into the sun.
A lie is a lie and a sin is a sin,
But penitance is what we seek.
But how many times can you say you're sorry
Before the wall barely gets weak?
A shattered soul, a tattered heart
All left in your storm's wake.
Sorry is such a stupid word;
It always seems so fake.
So once more do I ask of you
How many "sorry"s can you say
Before the sinner is forgiven
Until some yonder day?
Promises meant to be kept
Are those often broken first.
Words hurt more than you know,
Is it my pain for which you thirst?
You are the beat of my heart,
But why does it feel ripped out?
I see the fragmented shards,
Each a lie you speak about.
I often vision us hand in hand,
Our body and soul are nearly one.
But then you say such hateful words,
And I flinch at the sound of the gun.
Even more so do I love you, though,
For i know it can't be helped by you,
That you say such things to my broken heart;
Forgiveness is the sun's ray that shines upon us two.
So now I shall fold this little box of pain
And hide it far away.
That pain
Clouds are fluffy.
Clouds are white.
Oh how I wish
They could hug me tight.
I want to float
Way up high,
Maybe they'll allow me
To live on cloud nine.
With your love in my heart,
And your voice in my head,
I think I'd rather take
Your embrace instead.
Those clouds may be cottony,
But there's nothing like your embrace
To take me up on cloud nine,
This ecstasy is sweet to the taste.
Mayday, Mayday!
It's all crashing down!
This world you built for me
Let's me pt on a frown.
Run! Run!
The enemy is gaining near!
I've got to hude from those eyes
The eyes that hold fear.
The mirror is broken now
Along with my decrepit soul.
Look what you did;
My life you stole.
Mayday, Mayday!
We've been hit!
The love-shot arrow
Only stings just a bit.
Despite the pain you enstilled in me,
The fear you placed in my eyes,
Every day the love-shot arrow
Strikes me down but I never will die.
You're the thought that starts each morning
the conclusion to my day.
You are all in I do
and everything I say.
You're the smile on my face
the twinkle in my eye.
The warmth inside my heart
and the fullness in my life.
You're the hand laced im mine,
and the coat upon my back.
My friend, my love
my shoulder to lean on.
You're my silly, mature, caring
thoughtful, bright and honest guy.
The one who holds me tightly
when I need to cry.
You're the dimple to my cheek
the ever constant tingle in my soul
The voice that makes me weak
the hapiness of my life.
You are all I've ever wanted.
You are all I need
Y
When you find yourself on your own,
Remember that you are not alone,
And when your feeling down and blue,
Remember that I'll always love you.
When I am not here with you,
Remember that our love is pure and true,
I think about you every night and day,
When Im with you I want to stay.
I hope you will always remember me,
Because I will remember you for eternity
I never want to let you go,
Because I love you more than you could ever know.
If there was anything I could do,
I would do it just to please you,
You know its well and truly true,
I would do anything for you.
When your looking at the stars,
in the eternal blue
Remembe
She is a piano lover, say the sweet melodious keys pouring from the ear buds on the bed; she is a literate girl, say the mile-high stacks of books in every nook and cranny; and a poet, too, says the tattered spiral notebook filled with beautiful inked words; and the even tidiness and the organized aspect of the room shout that she is borderline obsessive compulsive.
She has two siblings, say the boyish grins looking down at passersby from a wall; a small dog, too, say the little tuffs of fur on the hardwood floors, fluttering in the breeze; they are not a frugal family, say the luxurious furniture and decorations and the stressed look and gr
Death comes to awaken me,
It drags me down to drown
I feel alive
Ready to thrive
In death's calming wake.
The stench soaks the ground,
The rancid, beautiful shadow.
How can this be?
Will it accept me?
Into its calming, terrible embrace?
Detection, rejection,
I break the surface of Death.
Tears stream down,
I can breath again,
And it's more painful than ever.
Fascinated with your personality,
Always there to listen to whatever you have to say,
Loving what is yet to be,
Long the days and nights are
Of the thoughts I have of you.
Inexplicably captivated by you,
Never giving up against the odds,
Guillible my heart is.
For many desire you,
Only I shall show you
My deepest thoughts
And emotions,
Risking all I am willing to.
Yearning for your touch,
O' beautiful you truly are,
Unable to have the simple pleasure
Of spending time with you
Promises meant to be kept
Are those often broken first.
Words hurt more than you know,
Is it my pain for which you thirst?
You are the beat of my heart,
But why does it feel ripped out?
I see the fragmented shards,
Each a lie you speak about.
I often vision us hand in hand,
Our body and soul are nearly one.
But then you say such hateful words,
And I flinch at the sound of the gun.
Even more so do I love you, though,
For i know it can't be helped by you,
That you say such things to my broken heart;
Forgiveness is the sun's ray that shines upon us two.
So now I shall fold this little box of pain
And hide it far away.
That pain
Clouds are fluffy.
Clouds are white.
Oh how I wish
They could hug me tight.
I want to float
Way up high,
Maybe they'll allow me
To live on cloud nine.
With your love in my heart,
And your voice in my head,
I think I'd rather take
Your embrace instead.
Those clouds may be cottony,
But there's nothing like your embrace
To take me up on cloud nine,
This ecstasy is sweet to the taste.
Mayday, Mayday!
It's all crashing down!
This world you built for me
Let's me pt on a frown.
Run! Run!
The enemy is gaining near!
I've got to hude from those eyes
The eyes that hold fear.
The mirror is broken now
Along with my decrepit soul.
Look what you did;
My life you stole.
Mayday, Mayday!
We've been hit!
The love-shot arrow
Only stings just a bit.
Despite the pain you enstilled in me,
The fear you placed in my eyes,
Every day the love-shot arrow
Strikes me down but I never will die.
You're the thought that starts each morning
the conclusion to my day.
You are all in I do
and everything I say.
You're the smile on my face
the twinkle in my eye.
The warmth inside my heart
and the fullness in my life.
You're the hand laced im mine,
and the coat upon my back.
My friend, my love
my shoulder to lean on.
You're my silly, mature, caring
thoughtful, bright and honest guy.
The one who holds me tightly
when I need to cry.
You're the dimple to my cheek
the ever constant tingle in my soul
The voice that makes me weak
the hapiness of my life.
You are all I've ever wanted.
You are all I need
Y
When you find yourself on your own,
Remember that you are not alone,
And when your feeling down and blue,
Remember that I'll always love you.
When I am not here with you,
Remember that our love is pure and true,
I think about you every night and day,
When Im with you I want to stay.
I hope you will always remember me,
Because I will remember you for eternity
I never want to let you go,
Because I love you more than you could ever know.
If there was anything I could do,
I would do it just to please you,
You know its well and truly true,
I would do anything for you.
When your looking at the stars,
in the eternal blue
Remembe
She is a piano lover, say the sweet melodious keys pouring from the ear buds on the bed; she is a literate girl, say the mile-high stacks of books in every nook and cranny; and a poet, too, says the tattered spiral notebook filled with beautiful inked words; and the even tidiness and the organized aspect of the room shout that she is borderline obsessive compulsive.
She has two siblings, say the boyish grins looking down at passersby from a wall; a small dog, too, say the little tuffs of fur on the hardwood floors, fluttering in the breeze; they are not a frugal family, say the luxurious furniture and decorations and the stressed look and gr
Death comes to awaken me,
It drags me down to drown
I feel alive
Ready to thrive
In death's calming wake.
The stench soaks the ground,
The rancid, beautiful shadow.
How can this be?
Will it accept me?
Into its calming, terrible embrace?
Detection, rejection,
I break the surface of Death.
Tears stream down,
I can breath again,
And it's more painful than ever.
Fascinated with your personality,
Always there to listen to whatever you have to say,
Loving what is yet to be,
Long the days and nights are
Of the thoughts I have of you.
Inexplicably captivated by you,
Never giving up against the odds,
Guillible my heart is.
For many desire you,
Only I shall show you
My deepest thoughts
And emotions,
Risking all I am willing to.
Yearning for your touch,
O' beautiful you truly are,
Unable to have the simple pleasure
Of spending time with you
I thought I couldn't get over him
I thought I will live forever with pain
But I was wrong when my heart met you
Everything about my past vanished and became anew
You give me the reason to become more stronger
You give me the reason to fall in love again
I can't just get over the visions of you
They're so powerful that I can't just let go
Your eyes sparkles as it meets mine
This feeling inside me I really can't define
Your dimples are so cute same as with your smile
They make my knees tremble with so much delight
And when your skin touched mine
It feels like swimming in the heavens above
It's like everything stops from that momen
I close my eyes and see your face,
Anytime or any place.
I'll tell the world that I'm your's forever
That's how much I love you.
Holding you, so close to heart,
Insures we'll never be apart.
I close my eyes, and there you are.
I never let you stray too far.
When we're together, we're as one.
Our love's alive, and life is fun.
We've been this way since we first met,
Without a moment of regret
Each of us is the other's pride,
Together forever, side-by-side
Reaching for the rainbow's end,
Two-as-one, we ride the wind.
I close my eyes and see your face,
Any time or any place.
You're here in me alive and
-Distance is the reason- by Ashlynn-Black, literature
Literature
-Distance is the reason-
Distance is the reason,
That I keep my thoughts on you.
I cant see you every day,
And there's nothing I can do.
All I do is hear your voice,
And dream of your sweet face.
Not even in the simplest world,
Could a memory be retraced.
I think of you each minute,
With the songs that always play.
Or the midnight shadows calling out,
Or the sunlight in the day.
I wish I didn't cause these things,
To happen between us.
Maybe, some day, things will change,
And they'll be able to soon trust.
All I want to do is cry,
Whenever I hear your name.
I know that I cant see you here,
Without you, I'm not the same.
Its my fault that this happ
The intensity with which I love you is enough to hurt me excruciatingly so. My chest actually physically hurts when I'm with you...when you say you love me..when I look you in the eye and I feel like the only person in the whole world in your eyes, when I first see you every morning, when I leave you every afternoon...your smile, your laugh, the way you touch me, kiss me, so gently, the way my name rolls off your tongue, almost in caresses...it all makes my chest hurt. I can't imagine a world without you anymore. It just is not possible. It wouldn't be right. I've already decided on spending what little part of my future I can see with you. T
Do you have any idea how I feel
As if my heart was just ripped out.
I actually thought our love was real,
But now I don't know what it's about.
Every day I just feel heartbroken,
With thoughts of you in my head.
If only my heart could've spoken,
'I love you' is what it would've said.
Too bad this feeling won't go away,
No matter how much I want it to.
But in my heart you'll forever stay,
'Cause our friendship is still very true.
I've tried really hard to hate you,
But somehow it just wouldn't work.
Even after everything I went through,
I still don't think you're a jerk.
No matter how much I try to deny,
Our friendship will fo
Current Residence: College Favourite genre of music: Alternative pop MP3 player of choice: IPod Shell of choice: Conch Skin of choice: Yours. Favourite cartoon character: Woody Woodpecker
Favourite Visual Artist
Travis
Favourite Movies
Harry Potter 7 part 2
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Skrillex, Blood on the Dancefloor, Steve Means, Modest Mouse, etc.
Ok, so the title is really becuase of this song I'm listening to, lol. Owl City...I swear, I don't think any of there songs have a real meaning to them, lol. Love them though. Ugh, Huge case of writers block. I just can't put a pencil to paper anymore these days, and I gotta come up with some stuff before the school magazine is published! I got a few sicne last year...but I need more. I've been so preoccupied and lovin life I havent had time to write! Less than three you!
Ok, I have concluded I am spending too much time here in FL. I've said "dude" sooooo many times it's frickin rediculous. And I srsly need to brush up on my typo...Terrible, I tell you. So, I haven't checked this thing in 4eva. yea. i no. anywho. How is everyones summer??? im totally isolated from the world =[ i bet no-one knows im in florida...tll the 11...yea...been down here for a week now...nobody knows...ooh...so forgotten...haha jk..dude it sucks down here...omg DUDE..>< stupid word. but its fun. lots of being burnt...my butt is the worst tho, lmfao!...msg me!
Gah, such a depressing time of year it is. Not to mention the added stress upon everything else, and people thinking I am crazy and egotistical. I just...wish things could come to an end, sometimes. Like now. What do I have to live for, anyway. Stress? Hurt? Pain? Losing something that means everything to me? Being hated and mistreated? Is any of it worth it? No. I don't think so.